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TONI MILKUS
02:53
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clublight
holding myself keeping it tight
all right
no one nice wants to take me home tonight
i don’t wanna try anymore ‘cause i’m too tired
scratch an eyeball fuck up my eyeliner
when i stop feeling fine
acting dumb and getting high
make a friend in line the bathroom line
take me home and tie me up tight
i couldn’t find a love to replace her
so i became her
now i’m the girl after my heart
i am learning how to be my own baby
sometimes i feel crazy
but maybe that’s the way love starts
baby lost my phone i don’t know you you wanna go
let you take me home in your car i don’t wanna go
i could take a pill or a shot i don’t wanna go
i keep trynna tell you what i want you don’t wanna know
i wanna i stop being suicidal
i want some titties on my chest just to show em off
skin glisten like i sweat lip gloss
every skirt fits no waist lost
and my cunt stays harder than my dick stays soft
and i wanna stop being suicidal
i couldn’t find a love to replace her
so i became her
now i’m the girl after my heart
i am learning how to be my own baby
sometimes i feel crazy
but maybe that’s the way love starts
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MANOR HOLES HIGH RISE
03:01
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they’ve got a different pair of sheets for every night of the week
and we do it on the floor if none of them are clean
our other neighbors there i rub em with my feet
and they cum like that
and go back to their flats
if the pipes get clogged we drag up the latrine
we keep him in the basement but he owns the property
we don’t pay rent, we took it all for free
but we make him earn his keep
and the guy upstairs needs his ass licked clean
high rise
it’s all right, it’s all right
not alone tonight
it’s all right, it’s all right here
when the earthquake comes i don’t wanna see us fall
when the walls start to crack gonna die with you all
‘cause i never wanna see u with a muzzle on your mouth
leave my body in the rubble, no life on the ground
they’ve got a different pair of sheets for every night of the week
we do it on the floor if none of them are clean
manor holes get bigger always room for refugees
on the fifteenth floor i don’t have much room to breathe
and it smells like piss but i never wanna leave
‘cause there’s someone’s there to hold you when you’re screaming in your sleep
if the cops knock our neighbor’s got an m16
we’ll never get evicted
swallowing down for someone
could have done worse than the high rise
lie on the roof til the sun up
watch the whole city burn
i just wanna swallow it down for no reason
take me when i’m falling apart ‘cause i need it
high rise
it’s all right, it’s all right
not alone tonight
it’s all right, it’s all right here
when we fall gonna fly gonna never hit the pavement
leave the city prolapse, shaking and sated
a piece of my heart in the concrete
with the skirt that i wore to the party last week
we’ll never get evicted
never get evicted
never get evicted
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SOFT FRIENDS
03:03
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you don’t have to spend the night alone
don’t worry how i’m doing, talk to me tomorrow
or we could talk when you get home
you show me who you are in your room
late night, webcam, bodies glowing blue
flirting, raking in the tips, and taking all our clothes off
freshen up my makeup ‘cause we meet the other sluts at dawn
i know they wanna make a move on my soft friends
flaunt bod, messy with the food
eyes on eyes on
naked in the pool
you’re cute
bend us over do any style
they know who we are
Sun is up, getting up, rendezvous, we can’t be followed
need a reason to survive the night until tomorrow
someone yells and gets pulled away
broken nose and a bloody face
reaching out to the sounds of pain
i know they wanna make a move on my soft friends
flaunt bod, messy with the food
eyes on eyes on
naked in the pool
you’re cute
bend us over do any style
they know who we are
i wanna roll you up, fold you up, tuck you away
kill a fascist motherfucker if he mentions your name
i know the camera loves our bodies try to love them the same
buy our nudes but they should stay the fuck away
i know they wanna make a move on my soft friends
flaunt bod, messy with the food
eyes on eyes on
naked in the pool
you’re cute
bend us over do any style
they know who we are
they know who we are
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BEAST DADDY
03:56
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none of us remember
what life was like before this
and all the trials that shaped us are just blank spots
all we know is the soft touch of the friends we beg for in surrender
oh i can’t take end your suffering but i’ll try to bring you pleasure
leave the road the car can take it
if that asshole catches up our nails our long enough to pluck out his prostate
water, scrap metal, take it all back to the compound
but we see the building’s surrounded
we made a shelter
and our enemies found us
every morning we wake up
begging to be fucked by the day’s new daddy
every night pass out like dogs and dream of a sweeter eternity
leave the shelter burning we can’t save it
it’s been long enough on the road we’ve seen everything we own either break or be taken
dragging our bodies to safety
every morning we wake up
begging to be fucked by the day’s new daddy
every night pass out like dogs and dream of a sweeter eternity
crash through the blockade they open fire
diving out the doors
our lives could end so suddenly
just please don’t leave me
slapped awake
gasp for air through the mask on my face
cuffs on my wrists down on my knees
take every hit i bleed i bleed
bound on the floor i clench my teeth
these are the pigs i daily feed
money piling on to me
cuts all down my face i scream
open mouths are all i need open mouths are all i need
gape my ass in every dream
every morning we wake up
begging to be fucked by the day’s new daddy
every night pass out like dogs and dream of a sweeter eternity
but i’ll still bite with just a shard of tooth left in my mouth
grab my jaw and rip it out
slap me when i start to pout
love to give you found me out
love to give you found me out
let me go my friends are bleeding
open mouths are all i need
crushed between the beast’s teeth
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FETUS
03:15
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lying on a sheet in the old park
where the grass is five feet high
and we can’t see nobody
but they sound close by
we know
the best escape
from the worst of the sunlight
we’re dogs in the shade
the field looks like it’s boiling
when you stand up to pee
stop and watch the whole city
writhing in the heat
we always wanted more
like we’d never really lived before
split with the till and run
a billion sluts like us
fuck around and it’s another day
it all gets worse and then it stays the same
the end times get old
crawling on the pavement
live like you can taste it
the air cools down
we can finally hit the streets
in the daytime the city’s quiet
systems overheat
we hide til after hours
malls and towers meant to be something to want and to work for
shrivel in the hot air
blow over
as the bass thumps
and the larva burrows deeper
you were born in wriggling mass
pumped through a machine built centuries past
but pipes combust in the heat
they were made for a future the designers knew they wouldn’t live to see
bursting out from the cracks and the holes
sweaty bodies spill themselves onto the world
i gave drugs to your parents now they are all pregnant
i gave drugs to your parents now they are all pregnant
i gave drugs to your parents now they are all pregnant
i gave drugs to your parents now they are all pregnant
we always wanted more
like we’d never really lived before
split with the till and run
a billion sluts like us
‘cause we were born to fatalists
who left us nothing but trash and shit
never see the fury in
their children digging
hot and human
past the end of everything
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TOTAL LOAD
03:17
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you held me close when the sickness started
the nearest hospital was dark and shuttered
we couldn’t make rent so we left
torched the house and broke in
naked on the gurney
tube in my arm and morphine in the iv
total load
we’ve got nowhere else to go
squatting in the private hospital
none of us will die alone
my doctor makes me squeal
as she pierces my nipple
but we need more supplies
we’re all getting sicker
we can’t pay so we steal when the sun sets
we can’t cum but we try til we pass out
try to hole up
always edging
we got an army
sick and the dying
here for the ending
scratch all the crust from my eyes
these fluorescent lights don’t do me any favors
raise my body off the bed
you’re the only thing i recognize in this room
the murmur of our lovers from the hall
we don’t have long
this is the hardest part
it’s the end of my life but it feels like a new start
total load
we’ve got nowhere else to go
squatting in the private hospital
none of us will die alone
total load
we’re cumming hard in control
there’s no one else who cares to save us
fuck what was we’re taking yours
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SAFETY OFF MY HOLE
02:25
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wake up gagging in darkness
can’t find a reason to get up
bastards blotted out the sun
reaching blindly find shelter in mouths
set fire to some fascists to gather around
and we will burn this whole city
if that’s what it takes to destroy our murderous daddy
we’ll fuck in the ruins
our softest dreams become reality
and when the night is over we’ll be here
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8. |
NEW TEARS
03:46
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my money’s gone
and so’s my employment
we moved in with your friends
this is not how i thought we’d live
the city shaped me
a sleek little dog miming work for food
but now the city’s on fire
you pack heat with your friends and i’m no use
nothing that i toiled for can help us now
you tell me it’s ok
fuck me i’m nervous
leave my ass at your mercy
tell you i’m ready
i’m still shocked when you hit me
reality collapses and i’m here but i’m not here
slapping me harder baby thank you for the new tears
i thought i could
get us all we needed
in the shadow of the beast
at least a little comfort
wore my collar tight and filed my teeth
sure daddy’s scraps were guaranteed
now nothing’s certain
climb on top i’m frozen underneath
fuck me i’m nervous
leave my ass at your mercy
tell you i’m ready
i’m still shocked when you hit me
reality collapses and i’m here but i’m not here
slapping me harder baby thank you for the new tears
and i
leave myself behind
make me cry tonight
baby i’m learning how to dream ahead
but i can’t help feeling terrified
by my own weakness
baby you grab me by the throat
and force open my mouth
there’s feelings i can’t handle
until you fuck me up
hold me i’m nervous
left my ass at your mercy
can’t go back but this is too much to carry
and i can’t love the future till you pull me apart beyond my limits
cumming and crying
start to feel all the heartbreak
ask if i’m good
don’t know what i can take
reality collapses but i’m riding the fear
slapping me harder baby thank you for the new tears
and i
leave myself behind
ready for a new life
so make me cry and fuck me up
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CLOACA
03:49
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my thin young lips
cloacal kiss
in the nest of my sisters and i
learn to be a bird girl
in our echelon
born on the rush with the wind our haven
cutting through a cold sky
quit playing coy
i wanna feel like we’re higher than everything
scream out sound of my sisters calling
pour our bodies over the edge and falling
shrill whistle into the impact aim for the smallest crack
the tooth that shatters the world
the greatest gift
an egg from my sister
i could never lay myself
i push it inside
and i’ve never been filled like this before
i squeeze and cry in delight
at the way the yolk runs down my thighs
learn to be a bird girl
in our echelon
born to the rush with the wind our haven
cutting through a cold sky
quit playing coy
blowing kisses waving goodbye to everything
scream out sound of my sisters calling
pour our bodies over the edge and falling
shrill whistle into the impact aim for the smallest crack
the tooth that shatters the world
the longer we kettle above
the clearer my thoughts
cloaca of the sky
and now it’s time to drop
learn to be a bird girl
in our echelon
born to the rush with the wind our haven
cutting through a cold sky
quit playing coy
i wanna feel like we’re higher than everything
scream out sound of my sisters calling
pour our bodies over the edge and falling
shrill whistle into the impact aim for the smallest crack
the tooth that shatters the world
me and my sisters
in our echelon
born to the rush with the wind our haven
filling up a clear sky
we become sun
blowing kisses waving goodbye to everyone
with my bird girls
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mmm i’m at a little party on the couch with a new friend. i can’t remember his name, but when i got there he walked up and asked me my name and my pronouns as he stroked his dick (which is now in my mouth).
unfortunately i’m so sorry but i can’t stay for too long, since my nice but caustic friend (she’s actually really sweet) is also throwing a party and i have to go dance. but first please fold me into this pulsing flesh structure, erected from grasping limbs and thrusts and gapes and held together with a tongue in a mouth and a ass
i am very high and well fucked walking to the bus stop. the streets at 4am feel safe until they don’t; why does the truck slow down as it passes me? my feet hurt in my heels and (yes) i can be your faggot but please i have somewhere more important to be than this shitty reality
you reach down and we put the heel in your hand
gouge out his eyes
shove your foot in his bootsucking mouth
and push until you hear a crack
see his jaw hang slack and gaping
if a nail rips off in his cheek, leave it there
fix your makeup in his rearview
i get to the party. I’m wigged out, and high, but i spot my friend and they are looking hot in a strappy beige dress with colorful accents. i dissolve into the tones and rhythms of voices, smoke and alcohol in the air, the thump of music underneath. the party ends an hour later. my friend says get home safe in those heels you can barely walk in and i say fuck off and take a car home
where my housemates rub lotion on my asshole
and i pass out dreaming
i see you bleed
i see you suffer
And i’m filled with rage and love for you
i’m so uncertain
but i’ll do what i can
‘cause i’m not dead yet
so i’ll take it
with my mouth open
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